No More Fun Tuesdays Working With Ezra :(
I use to work the Money Job from home on Tuesdays with Ezra. I use to begin work early, so by the time he woke up I was ready to play with him and talk with him and be with him until he took his first nap. After his first nap the day was a mix of entertaining Ezra when he wanted attention and working while he didn’t want attention and working while he had his noon and afternoon nap.
I was also able to work the Money Job from home because Ezra wasn’t mobile like he is now. Before he could crawl Ezra was easy to monitor and entertain, but during the past months that has all slowly changed. Now when working from home there was more tension because I couldn’t give Ezra the attention he needed when he wanted attention nor could I watch him when he was focusing his attention on something other than me causing my mind to be pulled between working the Money Job and making sure Ezra didn’t hurt himself as he crawled here and there. It was like the tension levels of life increased tenfold.
So, Ezra began going to daycare today making his daycare days three out of seven days a week. It was a depressing and sad day for me for no longer will I have the fun and chaos of working with Ezra. And now this is one less day a week I will be with him from when he wakes and to when he goes to sleep. One less day a week until he grows up and moves out and won’t even be around to bright my entire day.