Ezra Report (Source of information is -v-) And Self Evaluation
Ezra has been reported as doing fine. Calm and not too fussy.
Ezra is missed. I don’t feel the tension of being on call to action by Ezra. I feel I am weaker by the days he is away. For I am getting lazy. I have been sleeping eight hours without stop. I have been sitting around in the same place for long periods of time. I haven’t felt the rush of tension when Ezra needs have me march round the house and bounce to calm him. I don’t feel the instinct to awake and check to make sure Ezra is alive. I have lost my edge.